Sunday, March 30, 2008

Human

Can you tell me how we got in this situation, I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs, they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human, always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human, is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation, when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation, we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human, always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human, is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know that life goes by, and it leaves a trail of broken bones behind,
if you feel I’m letting go, just give me time and I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human, always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human, is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all
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It's going to be ok. Life goes on. Ya know?
Nothing is permanent...nothing here is really meant to be is it?
Not even hurt.
It's funny the little things that can bring me back to reality when I've been so focused on how much my heart is hurting.
Yeah, maybe things aren't going the way that i had planned. But I'm alive. The fact that my heart is feeling so open and vulnerable is just a testament to the fact that I'm a human being, and i have the ability to feel. Praise God that i can feel again at all. Because isn't that what i wanted?
Heartache is just part of being a person. It happens to everyone...maybe not in the same ways, but it does. It's part of what makes us who we are.
One of my ex boyfriends, who is also one of my closest friends, sent me a message on face book tonight, just to remind me that he cares about me and values my friendship. He and i have been through a lot together. A lot of good, but some bad as well. And as i was replying to his message it hit me that...i wouldn't change a thing. Even when i think back on all the hurt from a few years back, it seems like all of that pain has been brought into the light of day now. It makes sense. And I'm glad. What's important to me now more than anything is just that he's in my life. And isn't that the way it should be?
People are in our lives so that we can cherish them...not so we can obsess over how things fit together or where we will all end up down the road. no one has those answers.

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